Lately..

I know that I haven't been a great blogger lately and I have been sort of avoiding it because I know that Anettas drop-off would have to be on here because it's and important step in her life as well as mine. I can't tell you how hot and cold I have been I get upset over anything and everything and 5 seconds later I am totally over it. I know it's because Anetta is always in the back of my mind. How is she doing? Is she getting enough love? How did her spaying go (she is not a potential breeder anymore because her sister has retinal degeneration and I guess Anetta could have a gene so she was spayed) ? Does she miss me? But honestly I have to get a grip on it!

I miss her everyday and this is the hardest part of raising a Guide Dog I guess because your left with that little bit of hope that you will get "your" dog back. Even though I "know" how awesome she is and that she will be great it's just always there what if shes too dog distracted or loves human food too much. I just can't explain this feeling that I get. I have to stop it though because I'm just hurting myself and I know that Drew doesn't like to see me sad and let alone me bitching all the time. So no more randomly crying on my way to school or as I am writing posts!
So this was her recall date and all I know is that she has been spayed and that she will begin formal training sometime this week(:
As far as weight watchers go I have to lose 3 more lbs to have lost 10lbs all together it's been a slow process but I am getting back on track! (: Lost .8 lbs this week so I am just focusing on that and school and graduating(: