Photography♥

So lately I have been super stressed. To the max thanks to good ol 'school so today I just got back from the doctors because I have been getting red bumps on my neck. Two things have caused this: A. I have an infection in my follicle 2. I am way too stressed out. Yes as soon as my dermatologist said this I was like O.M.G what is going on how can I possibly let myself get so stressed out? Seriously. Anyways A lot has been going on lately and I just really need to take care of my stress levels. Well today I am not going to work so I decided to play around with my manual mode on my camera. I have a nikon d3000 and i absolutely love the damn thing! lol I need to take more pictures! so here are a few started off rocky:

 I love how you can be so versatile with manual mode. I mean its not the best picture in the world kind of blurry but I absolutely love how you can just focus on that one flower(:

 My favorite one by far love the water ont he flower I really want to buy a new lens its only 200 dollars but I need to save money and actually get it!

 these two are what i started with just a plain tree in our front yard(:

Our Future Baby...

O.k so everyone knows that I was involved with Guide Dogs and Anetta graduated in August. I am so happy and thankful for that experience. I love that I have Jackie who is like a sister to me and I love hwo much she loves Anetta. Well as a lot of you know I am graduating this year. WOO HOO. I am so thrilled to be graduating but I am more thrilled because we have decided to purchase a puppy from mysiberians.com. We are so excited. We just put in the deposit and this is what we want our puppy to look like:

grey girl blue eyes! we are so excited! (:

♥ Day

 This was our 4th Valentines day together! Crazy I know because seriously it doesn't even feel like we have been dating for 4 years. Anyways I was listenenting to Rob, Arnie, and Dawn(like my favorite radio show lol) and they were saying how its always about girls and that boys are put under so much pressure to make it perfect and blah blah blah. And I thought you know what it's so true. Well I didn't have to work on V-day so I decided that this time it would be all about my bube So i cooked a bomb ass dinner.

Now I dont want to toot my own horn but it was Delicious!

Afterwards Drew came home with these

He so precious and of course they were not to his liking because the stems were too long and he had to fix them so that they were the most beautiful roses(:

We sat down for dinner and enjoyed our day together it was sweet. Afterwards i put the bath on for him and made sure that he got to relax. Also gave him a mini massage lol (: 

Me practicing my Manual mode on my camera(:

We had a great time! (: I love him so much and am so lucky to have him!

Busy...busy...busy

K so I am trying to blog i swear but midterms,work,life have been in the way lol. but dont trip update this weekend promise!! (:

WOW

O.k so I have been absent and really not keeping up with my blog! Now I know if you are reading this you will be like "No one cares." But I do. I care that I can't keep up with at least 1 to 2 damn posts a week seriously. Well I will update this and try to do weekly posts lets hope that I can keep up with this. I really love to scrapbook and I think that if I do a daily pic on the computer instead of printing the pic outthen decorating my and so on it would make my life more easier and then I could just print it out and be (:. K so here I go on SO SO SO many things.
1. So I started doing this Jillian Michael 30 day shred in January. I have lost 11lbs sadly I have not done it in 2 weeks due to a.My being sick and b. my busy life. But I simply can not take b as an excuse and I will tell you why. First off the video is a mere 20mts I know you guys are liek 20mts WOW maria seriously 20mts. Yes its 20 minutes of PURE hell. Circuit training non-stop. I plan on starting my video again tomorrow.
2. I officially graduate on June 12. Now while this might not seem like a big deal it seriously is. First generation college graduate. WOOT WOOT. It will be my greatest accomplishment. (: No I will not be attending graduate school next year because quite frankly I need a year off. Maybe 2. lol.
3. Drew and I are getting a new dog : (Meekah). She will be a Grey and White Siberian Husky. I know I wanted to name her Mischka but Drew and I felt liek it was over used plus when we yell at her it wont sound so swell lol.
4. Drew and I will be spending our 4th valentines day together on Monday. Crazy. Time totally flies when you are having fun. And drew and I sure know how to have fun lol ;) We arent doing anything too crazy because we always take a big trip at the end of the year. Which let me tell you is bittersweet. I love presents but a trip at the end of the year is always nice because it makes up for the gifts but still at the time you want the gift you know.
5. On a sadder note I found out today that one of my UB family member,Alfredo Martinez, passed away last friday. I feel very sad that I wasn't ever able to "catch up" with him. May his soul rest in peace.


Now that I am semi caught up I am going to try really really hard to keep this thing dust free and updated. For my sake especially hte monthly weigh in. Now I dont know if i will actually post my weight on here but I shall try to muster up some courage.

*cricket*Cricket*

Ok so it has been really quite here on my blog! I have been having all sorts of issues. When it rains it pours! whoever said that was sooo right. I guess I shall start with my back. Its broken. damn thing has a bulging disk and so it hurts. I have been drugged for the last 3 weeks and shall continue to be drugged for the next..in my physical therapist words.."couple of months." My weeks have consisted of going to the emergency room and now they are filled with weekly physical therapies. I just hope that this gets better FAST. I cannot continue to be like this!
On to HAPPIER things...Raigan and Dereck came down to visit the first weekend in October.I would post pictures but my laptop is broken(figures) any who that was def. a great time. We took her to the pumpkin farm and it was great to see that smile on Moms face.
Anetta and Jackie are doing awesome i talk to jackie almost everyday and it makes me so happy to know that she is awesome and how much she loves Anetta. i hope that I get to see them soon.
For Halloween Drew FINALLY decided to let me pass out candy to all the little kids. They were so cute I bugged drew to take pics but he wasn't having it lol.
Hopefully I can post pictures soon!!

SO MANY THINGS...

Allright so I have been super busy my little sister just had her Quincenera! I can't believe she is already 15!! Anyways so soon I will be starting my senior year in Davis. Let us hope that I graduate this year and I don't have petty classes that I need to take. My grandma was finally sent to Mexico she was so excited to get home. Hopefully she does better in Mexico. Drews Mom is super excited that Dereck and Raigan are coming in 2 weeks I swear she is counting down the days. I am excited too we get to take Raigan to the pumpkin farm! (: woohoo....Well I have lost 3.5 pounds so lets hope whatever it is I am doing sticks. If I change things slowly maybe they will stay that way! (: