So.You.Ask

were have I been? M.I.A apparently. Last weeek I have 4 midterms one right after another! It's what the quarter system does to you. They expect you to memorize every detail just to test you on random BS. Bitter much I know. Anywho I am almost graduating and let me tell you I am SOOO ready senioritis is catching on though I have a 3 page paper due tomorrow no biggies right? WRONG when there is a lack of motivation every minute you work on it seems like hours! lol I know i am so melodramatic. Any who I shall post a few entertainig post! I went to the zoo and It was so much fun! will post later promise!

Crazy

So I have had a crazy couple of weeks! Midterms,Finals, work, etc. Now I am still at work from 8am to 3330pm so I like seriously don't get a spring break LAME. But hey its money in the bank. I can not express how happy i am to graduate lol!! OMG. K well I am enjoying my booze just thought i would check in!

Before life gets chaotic...

I want to post about this new little project I am doing.

I am making an accordion scrapbook of when drew was a baby until well now. I think that it's important to scrapbook even the past when we have those embarrassing moments(: plus I know that that drew loves his pops and since he is not with us anymore there are a ton of pictures with both of them together. I hope that everyone likes this! (: I am however about to go into a deep homework/papers/quizzes/readings trance here for the next two weeks so if you don't hear from me 1.I am either dead from overstudying (; or 2. Studying i hope you all enjoy YOUR weekend cause it looks like I wont be having one!

X-mas presents from the Schianos(:

For those of you who do not know who the Schianos are they are my great "family" whom I had the privelege of giving my Guide Dog Netters Bo Betters fo fetters fi phi fo netters! Jackie to be specific(: lol I can't even explain how happy I am that Anetta and Jackie were matched. I could not have asked for a better choice. Jackie is like my twin sister but shorter (Shhhh don't tell her that) lol. Anyways I got an email from Carmen (Jackies mom) telling me how she forgot to send my Xmas card and that she had sent it. lol. I got it today and just loved it they are so sweet to me and I love it. I love that I have such great contact and have grown so close to them. I was under the impression that I would never talk to them or see Netters again but I am so glad that I was proven wrong! Thanks guys Love ya!!!

Practicing manual

Today I ventured off towards Ellis Lake to take some pictures and practice my Manual Mode which let me tell you was super hard. Here are some of the pictures that I started off with. It was really hard to figure out the shadows.

 This was the first picture I took and I was not very happy with it the color is just not my style i feel like my camera captured too much color or something I can't really explain it.

 These last 3 pictures came out a lot better I think and the color is great!

These two pictures that I took its so obvious that my manual skills suck lol. It is really hard to focus in right and sometimes I think that I have the perfect pictures when really i don't

This one came out way clearer and the color is way better

 I personally dont like the one with the sun in it because the background is way too  dark. I think that the shadows are just horrid in the morning lol

Love the reflection of the duck i wish my camera had a better zoom and that they would let me get closer!

 Lol really funny story I was taking a picture of these geese and the white one which I am assu,ing was teh "bf" attacked me because I was getting too close to them i guess or it didnt like the shutter sound that my camera made lol. It was super hilarious I was scared but only for a minute lol

Overall it was a good day for practice and I actually got out and practice which made it even better. Now off to clean before the bf murders me!

21 list turned into 22

I have seen a lot of people makes these list and i thought geez I will make one too. So i made one last year and I guess as you age (YAY) you get to add one extra thing. Now that I have done a few it feels good to actually do it.
21 by 21 list:
1. Graduate from UC Davis by next June
2. Post at least 5 2 posts on my blog a week!
3. Try not to be a bitch when I'm on my period! (I knoq T.M.I but I really am a bitch!)
4.Take a photography class
5. Get down to my goal weight (145 lbs)
6.Not only get down to my goal weigh but TONE!
7. Pay off my 3 credit cards  2 more to go baby!
8. Get rid of my old shoes and cloth because they make my HUGE closet looks mall!
9. Finish Anettas scrapbook
10. Go to Anettas graduation
11. Take more pictures with my camera and scrapbook them still going strong!
12. Read 2 books a month
13. Be LESS stressed(not doing very good with this one!)
14. Help Drew clean more( i know he is OCD but I must try to clean as well as he likes it) ive held through pretty good
15. Do my H.W. a week before not a few hours before I have half done this one lol! 
16. Get my tattoo done by the end of this year
17. Eat healthier
18. COOK (:
19. Do more fun educational things with my "kids" at work i have masterd more than half of this one lol
20. Go to Bodega Bay
21. Go to Monterey Bay and take pictures! (been there but not with Drew)
22. Relieve stress by working out. Very important because after working out you always feel better and your not fat which in my case is a bonus lol.


and because no post is ever good with out a pic:

remembering my little baby! miss her (:

♥

So this is a corny post lol(: I am warning you so that if you don't want to read corniness don't but if you do read on lol. So I have THE best boyfriend in the world. We have been together for 4 years(in August lol) and he is still so sweet. I bought these hearts at Michaels(love this store) and you can write on them with chalk. I put some in the bathroom and I write motivational quotes so that when i wake up (i go to the bathroom first thing when i wake up i know my bladder sucks lol) i can be motivated and start my day off right a few mornings ago I woke up to this:

Drew knows that I have been struggling with my weight and liking myself for who I am. I love how he is there for me every step of the way. He does make me feel like I am a size 0 and that I weigh 100 pounds. Not that that could ever be true because there is just no way that I could every be a size 0! lol. but regardless he does make me feel great. It's been there for like a week now and I refuse to take it off! lol